In his case, he came to realize that it was a mistake.
As I said in a previous post, I don't blame him or judge him.
I think for the both of us it was that we had no actual closure with the ex's so this is why we are drawn back to them.
If it was ever meant to work out, it would of happened all those years back.
I know all his passwords, have access to his phone.
I have loved this man my entire life.
He said if my Boyfriend out front survived I could go with him.