She brings her hands to her mouth, falling silent as tears fill her eyes.
But it will never happen.
She now works reluctantly as a cam model, a term for men and women who perform sex acts on live webcams for Internet customers.
I have to face this.
Olson said she agreed to do the video interview — recorded last year at her home in L.
People know me by voice alone.
Even so, she cautions young women against entering the adult film industry because of how society will treat them.
Without giving details, she said people who recognize her in public call her ugly, demeaning names.